Yesterday I wrote about self reproduction and today I figured I’d write about self representation. I had this post in the queue for a week.
My questions about self-representation started last week. Well, really they started long before that, but they were really put into relief last week when I was at an ai met talk. Someone was going around saying, oh are you from google, oh are you from mit, oh are you from Microsoft. I put on my headphones and started to read a book, in french, upside down, so no one would talk to me. How would I answer?
Maybe start with jotting down the way you represent yourself – Nitzan said.
That was good advice, and I do that below. But part of my problem was how do I legitimate myself. Nitzan built an amazing AI newsletter, that many of these professionals subscribed used.That is how he achieved legitimacy. It is not a bad trick. I was thinking about doing a more targeted newsletter related to consciousness and computation. This crystalized for me the other day, and now I have forgotten thec crystal.
I could say to hell with legitimacy and do some Jedi mind tricks. I also suppose that I could come up with some way to legitimate myself among a bunch of AI researchers. But, really, this does not sound like a good reason to create oneself.
So who am I? These days I have been calling myself a programmer, because that is what I enjoy to do. However, that is not what I spend a lot of time doing, it is more an orientation to the world. It also does not explain what I am doing at various events I go to. Being a programmer is like being a cog. However, I chafe at the idea of being a hyphenate. I just want to be one thing.
Nitzan described me as a systems poet the other day. I sort of like that. It is so wacky it confers legitimacy. I sort of find it accurate. I am interested in the borderlands of computation, and systems in general. Poetry is the language of the border. When we dont have the exact words to describe something. It is the language that carves out new territories and pushes the boundaries out further.